Adult film star Julia Ann has recently shared her reasons for feeling ‘scared’ of filming scenes with male actors.
During the podcast, Julia clarified that her decision came shortly after she got married.
“Everybody was like, ‘Oh it’s because she got married.’ No, no, no,” she insisted.
She explained that she used the ‘fact [she] got married’ as a stepping stone to change directions in her career.
“I was like, you know, it’s as good a time as any, because from our marriage forward it’ll be almost symbolistic it’ll just be us, right?” She elaborated.
“But it really wasn’t the reason because he never put that as a thing.”
So, what was the real reason for her decision if it wasn’t due to her marriage or her partner?
Julia elaborated further: “The reason why I stopped doing boy-girl was because, as a woman who was getting older and who hates the gym,
“I was finding that I couldn’t control where my fat was going in a scene with guys.
“This is my vain reality and no bulls**t. When you have sex with a girl – when I have sex with a girl – I can position myself,
“But when a guy’s behind you, it’s just doink doink doink and stuff is just happening and I can feel it happening.
“And I’m like this is not happening again, right?”
Julia shared that she reached ‘a point’ where she felt ‘so incredibly insecure’ that she could no longer continue, and was ‘scared’ of what was happening to her body.
She made a resolute statement: “Even if you’re a thicker girl when you’re younger or you work out let’s just say, you still your body firmly moves differently.
“After menopause your body moves separate from itself. There’s no one area that moves with the other area, like you go this way, it goes that way, it’s like a ricochet effect.
“It’s uncool and none of you were gonna be allowed to use it against me for the rest of my life and that’s what happened because I don’t trust all of you to be kind to me as I age.”
